August 28th, 2014
It feels like it's been a while since I last wrote something, but it's only been a week, maybe less. I'm feeling better though, I haven't been taking as many rests during the day, and I can almost eat normally again. I've finished all my tablet medication, and there's only the mouthwash stuff remaining, but I personally don't think its necessary to finish it all. There's still some soreness in the back of my mouth though, particularly on the left side, I'm thinking it's because I chewed too hard on something earlier, but other from that I'm ok.
Part of the reason why I feel bad (bad's probably not the best word either) about not writing stuff is because now that there's a website where people can voluntarily go and look at what's going on in my life, it's as if I feel reluctant to post stuff up. I've included some private features to the website, there's public posts and private posts, but it's weird, it feels like I have more of an audience now. Because of the visit counter I added, it just feels a lot more apparent that I have stuff on display, and I can't control what they do with my stuff.
It's a weird thing, it's not that I'm against people knowing what's going on in my life, but I feel I'd rather have them ask, rather then I tell. Which is a big difference. And it's not like I'm putting superficial stuff, but I use this blog portion of the website to put my thoughts, for myself. I think having written, archived evidence of thought would be cool to look back at. And writing it for yourself is probably the best way to do that. Maybe I've been thinking too much about the view counter.
Anyways, that's all I feel like writing....I haven't quite yet felt the rhythm of when to write, like should it be everyday? every time something interesting happens? I don't know...it's all new. Hopefully I get better at it, in time.
Simon Fraser University
Beedie School of Business